My stories....

perhaps it would have been best if I had never met you.
if I had been living in another world.
if we had been strangers in life.
I would not have been left with this pain in my heart.
day by day, forgetting you.
day by day, pushing you aside.
burried deeply in my heart.
conceaLing what I can't openly declare.
want to shout about of my love.
I always believed that love was bliss and happiness.
But a love that can't be spoken is a punishment sent from heaven.
just loving you makes my heart fragiLe and it trembles.
and I live wiping away my tears.
in my mind I have already forgotten you.
in my speech I have already forgotten you.
sometimes drinking myseLf to a drunken stupor.
but afraid that I will speak my Love for you.
I'm really afraid of that.
I always beLieved that love was bliss and happiness.
But a love that can't be spoken is a punishment sent from heaven.
just loving you makes my heart fragiLe and it trembles.
and I live wiping away my tears.
Dreaming , will I ever be able to love you ?
crying and weeping myself to sleep every night.
awake, every day is exactly like the last.
to love is to love you.
when you aren't around stealing a chance to whisper I love you.
afraid if you heard that, you would run away.
so , in hidden silence I continue loving you.

I should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I should have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all
Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
what should I say next?
my lips were surprised
it came without a word
Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.
Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
my lips were surprised
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.
Without a word, i waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, firewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations
It came without a word.
Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars are left.